Another second chance

I had the time of my life with fake friends I no longer speak with

Gave up on the girl I loved because I couldn't stand myself bleeding

Made a pile of grass on my lap while talking 'bout my deepest fears

Now I'm trying to pick up the mess I am for giving away those tears

Don't know why but big storms make me feel warm

You don't know this but I just died for the sixth time this day in my thoughts

I never use the seat belt in the car, I figure that could be the reason I'm alive

I decide to risk my life every single day so I don't have to end it myself

Life gave me a second chance, but I had to take more than that to get where I am

I'll need more, I'm sure, if you really want me here

I could live or die hanging on the promises you make me

The river's current stopped here, the water became silent, still

The leaves are stuck floating over a so empty lake

Come sit with me to watch this freak show in my head

Let's dance to the desperate sounds of a hopeless mind

If you stay with me I promise I won't escape

At least I'll try

See, life gave me a second chance, but I had to take more than that to get where I am

Can't say I'm fine, that's the only rule from my mind

I've never been authentic, all I do is try

Just don't leave me if you're gonna make me come this high

I need no reason to take my chance to fly

Second chances, a thousand times

I'd give you my trust but it's broken by now.