Another second chance
I had the time of my life with fake friends I no longer speak with Gave up on the girl I loved because I couldn't stand myself bleeding Made a pile of grass on my lap while talking 'bout my deepest fears Now I'm trying to pick up the mess I am for giving away those tears Don't know why but big storms make me feel warm You don't know this but I just died for the sixth time this day in my thoughts I never use the seat belt in the car, I figure that could be the reason I'm alive I decide to risk my life every single day so I don't have to end it myself Life gave me a second chance, but I had to take more than that to get where I am I'll need more, I'm sure, if you really want me here I could live or die hanging on the promises you make me The river's current stopped here, the water became silent, still The leaves are stuck floating over a so empty lake Come sit with me to watch this freak show in my head Let's dance to the desperate